And When It Rose – Part 11
“Ztimzum Alef”- One
It is not one action, but many actions. Malchut is getting an urge in herself, through the extension of the light, Keter, to see what she is?
She? Why she and not He?
Because the deep understanding of Malchut is that she is a receptive end – not bestowal. If I understand I am a receiving end of the Creator, the second urge coming out…is the whole language of Kabbala…which means – everything that is male is bestowal. Everything that receives – is a female.
So, all of us – man and women – are females in Kabbalah
As a receptor, the question that arises as a follow-up – is how to receive in a way that I will not be in opposition to the origin, which is bestowal. Understanding that I am a receptor, able toe receive…I don’t have free will, or an arena to feel. Not the Creator. Not myself
If you wish to allow infinity into a finite state – you need to start with a dot/point that has nothing in it. Only then you can start building space, time, and reality of possibility to be included inside the dot. If you wish to see the true relations of our planet, you will have to remove yourself from where you are…up and up…until the planet becomes a point – a dot…and see the relationship.
Same with yourself. You are comprised of many dots – cells – and they are comprised of many points…this suggests that the only way we can comprise relations – IS TO BECOME A DOT
Malchut is emptying the perception as having everything in her, to having nothing.
Ari is speaking about it – expelling of all light, everything I am full of, to see that I am dot/point with nothing. But, then, I can start building relations to everything else…which is around me. The first dot is how the receptor is standing in relation to the light. This brings two opposing sensations inside of Malchut: Shame – the power of losing this insight of herself. Need – uncontrollable desire embedded in her, because her expel, to the light.
What has been embedded in me from the Higher? And, the need of Me – creates a cause of a new vessel. Not only a receptor but this screen, which has 2 measurements to it = screen conceals and reveals. It conceals the direct contact with the light, but reveals the possibility and knowing that there is definitely something behind the screen, which I want to connect to
Intention = inner tension to find the way to be in adhesion with the Higher, but, still, fulfill the need of the Creator as a receptor
Now – this becomes the cause of a new vessel. Receive, not for myself, but acknowledging and being in partnership with the light
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